I give up

Another day when I woke up
Another time everything sucks
Hard to get up, stand up
Cannot stand the pressure

Feel like breaking down
Below the weight on my back
Crawling on the ground
Which seems to be all black

Another time, another fight
Another time I give up life
Again no hope I could be hoping for
But now the pain hurts even more

I cannot numb, I cannot flee
This seems to be my destiny
I try to be better than ever
Try to be good and clever

Who leads me through this task?
Who tells me where to start?
I know I've got to be strong
'cause I'm a fighter, I make YOU go on!